Dino would always call it BIRTHDAY JITTERS, it happens to me every year. 2 years ago Dino told me to just let my day happen and don’t fuss over it. Whether I like it or not another year will add to my life and I really can’t do anything about it. It always happens weeks before someone’s birthday when she or he would just feel the world’s burden is on his or her shoulders. I know you guys can relate to it. It is the time when you try to look back at your failures, mistakes and disappointments. We spend a lot of time over the sad moments than focusing on what we have accomplished in the year that passed. Frankie’s voice is lingering… fun is fleeting, it is the pain that give life its meaning. Why am I talking about all of this rubbish because I am having one. I am having the so-called birthday jitters and true enough - Dino is right, I really can’t do anything about it. Life will go on.
Dave is singing in the background, singing his melodious Dreamgirl. I remembered I wrote something about the Dream Guy days ago. Guys think about it din pala. It sounds so complicated but in reality we all just think about the same thing. And it seems that Dave’s dream girl is a meantime girl, or was it Dave who’s a meantime guy? Pathetic world hehehe here’s an excerpt:
"Still you're my best friendand after a good, good drunk you and me wake up and make loveafter a deep sleep where I was dreaming I was dreaming of a Dreamgirl Dreamgirl Dreamgirl (Yeah) Dreamgirl I was feeling like a creep as I watched you asleep face down in the grass in the park in the middle of hot afternoon Your top was untied and I thought how nice it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine.
Caught by a wave my back to the ocean. It knocks me off my feet and just as I find my footing here you come again! Dreamgirl, oh"
Okay back to my real mababaw self, songs galore at lyrics ito. I like this new song from Straylight Run, here’s some of their Existentialism (on a prom night) lyrics:
when the sun came up
we were sleeping in
sunk inside our blankets
sprawled across the bed
and we were dreaming
there are moments when i know it
and the world revolves around us
and we're keeping it
keeping it all going
this delicate balance
(sing like you think no one's listening)
you would kill for this
just a little bit
so, sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us
Ang deep no? After 2 of the band members (John & I dunno who else hehehe) left Taking Back Sunday they started a new one. It’s better this way dumami good emo bands.
P500 bill from the bottom-est part of my bag. Laundered and all hehehe just like my pants incident.
My poem book, naluluma, inaamag at nagkapunit punit na. If I have the guts, I’ll post some of my yucky works here hehehe.
CD case from Gabs, Am Idol pa yun hehehe
Websites galore: try www.bored.com & www.howstuffworks.com
I really want to have a pan hanger na paganito, one time I saw sa lifestyle channel how to make one kaso I can't do it naman dahil di kaya ng powers ko ang mag mala-karpintero kaya eto nakuntento na lang ako sa picture, hay.