Sentimental Eklat

I can’t believe I ran out of luck when I last went to Quiapo to buy DVDs. I usually get the new ones although cinema copies but are actually good ones. But when I last bought DVDs in Arlegui, 2 out of 9 DVDs I bought were frustrating – Cinderella Man and Brothers Grimm. Another thing that frustrates me is when finally I’ll be able to watch Cinderella Man at a movie house with Jo, grrrr – the movies being screened changed already kainis Wednesday nga pala. What now? Wala nang magandang palabas, sayang. Everyone I know who have watched Cinderella Man pa naman and they kept on raving about it.

I have this thermo flask that went flying on the ground causing it to chip its bottom part but is still usable except for the broken part. I cannot get myself to replace it even though I still have a spare one at home. Call it sentimental value, call it pagka-basurera. I just remembered it was given to me by a special lady whom I have known for a short while only but that doesn’t stopped her from giving me a Christmas gift. How often in our lives do we have this kind of person who have been a part of us the poof! They’re gone. Not gone as in dead just gone meaning out of your life. It saddens me that I have of more than a couple of friends, acquaintance whom I would really love to keep in my life but due to an avoidable turn of events they’re not my friends anymore. Why am I blabbing about this? I was staring at my flask due to boredom, hay.

I love DC’s song “IF” wala lang here’s the lyrics I am just sharing it esp to those who were ignored in the past then sudden change of events the one misses you na, sigh:

If I don’t pick up the phone like I used to (for you)
don’t you take it personal
If I don’t do all the things that I used to do (to you)
I aint mad at you
If you get to feeling stressed up in your chest
thinking that you about to lose (baby its true)
and if you losing out on sleep on worrying about me this how it be
If you don’t know
now you know you’re gonna miss (my love)
and I aint stressing bout a dog gone thing
cause I was true when I gave you (my love)
if you search you will never find another love like ( my love)
you’re gonna miss me
I aint got time while you sit around and play with my (my love)
If you think I caught a feeling
when I heard about that other chick (no)
I already knew about it I just needed time
just to clear my mind and ask myself
(why I didn’t handle him)
If you would’ve taken care of home
instead of leaving me alone
(I) still would be right there with you
taking care of you instead of loving you
like I used to doIf you don’t know
Now you know you’re gonna miss (my love)
and I aint stressing bout a dog gone thing
cause I was true when I gave you (my love)
If you search you will never find another love like (my love)
you’re gonna miss me
I aint got time while you sit around and play with my (my love)
There once was a timeI blamed myself for what was wrong
(I can see so clearly now because you are gone)
That’s how I spent all my time when you weren’t home
(playin around with them raggedy heffers)
there’ll be no more stressing
no more crying no more trying
I would rather be alone
(I'd rather be all by myself yeah)
cause this valuable heart of mine
was yours until I realized finally opened my eyes
You see ladiesI know I know better
what was I thinking?he gonna miss me when I'm gone
If you don’t knownow you know you’re gonna miss (my love)
and I aint stressing bout a dog gone thing
cause I was true when I gave you (my love)
If you search you will never find another love like (my love)
you’re gonna miss me
I aint got time while you sit around and play with my (my love)

Arghhh! My head hurts like hell, I wanna go home now!!!